Redemption

I made this year's xmas cards .

Questions & answers

1) Are your parents married or divorced?
Married

2) Are you a vegetarian?
No way in hell. But I'd like some veggies with my steak, please.

3) Do you believe in Heaven?
I try not to.

4) Have you ever come close to dying?
Many times, mostly in car accidents.

5) What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
Does the PSP, cell phone and iPod count as jewelry?

6) Favourite time of day?
No particular time. After midnight, maybe.

7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Yes, you're supossed to, isn't it?

8) Do you wear makeup?
Only on Halloween.

9) Ever have plastic surgery?
Oh please no. I'm scared of those procedures.

10) Do you color your hair?
I have no hair. Buy if I had, I would do a number of crazy things with it.

11) What do you wear to bed?
Boxer shorts.

12) Have you ever done anything illegal?
Many things. :(

13) Can you roll your tongue?
I've never tried. Let me see. --No, I can't. :(

14) Do You tweeze your eyebrows?
He he, no.

15) What kind of sneakers?
The comfy kind.

16) Do you believe in abortions?
What? Abortions happens. Do I agree? I believe in women power of choice over their own bodies.

17) What is your hair color?
Kind of dry dark brownish-black.

18) Future child's name?
Indiana C. If I can get away with it.

19) Do you snore?
I do when I'm really tired.

20) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Japan, I think.

21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
No. And now I'm sure this test was intended for girls.

22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
Plan. And feel happy.

23) Gold or silver?
Silver. What kind of question is this?

24) Hamburger or hot dog?
Burger.

25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Burgers. It has the most things in it in order to survive.

26) City, beach or country?
I think... beach. If I could leve the city.

27) What was the last thing you touched?
A turd. True story.

28) Where did you eat last?
At the table, an hour ago.

29) When's the last time you cried?
I kind of tried to cry yesterday, but I couldn't. :(

30) Do you read blogs?
Yes.

31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
Yes.

32) Ever been involved with the police?
Yes.

33) What's your favorite shampoo conditioner and soap?
Any one. I'm not picky at all.

34) Do you talk in your sleep?
I've been said I do. Sometimes loudly. Sometimes in a creepy way.

35) Ocean or pool?
Pool. The ocean hates me. It has tried to swallow me a couple of times.

38) Window seat or aisle?
Window.

39) Ever met anyone famous?
Well... that's subjetive, but yes, many people.

40) Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
I do.

41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl and cut, if necesary.

42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey?
Blah. More like Xena or the L word. Wich would be: BOTH!

43) Basketball or Football?
Basketball... and soccer.

44) How long do your showers last?
Hum, 30 minutes. :(

45) Automatic or do you drive a stick?
Stick.

46) Cake or ice cream?
It depends on my mood, I like both.

47) Are you self-conscious?
I don't think so.

48) Have you ever drank so much you threw up?
I don't "drink".

49) Have you ever given money to a beggar?
Yeah.

50) Have you been in love?
Lots of times.

51) Where do you wish you were?
On some whealty man chair.

52) Are you wearing socks?
Yep. It's kind of cold.

53) Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
I don't think so.

54) Can you tango?
I act like I can dance from time to time, but for pleasuring other only.

55) Last gift you received?
Hum... I think it was an iPod video. Oh, no! It was a signed Dave McKean book! ^-^

56) Last sport you played?
Wrestle?

57) Things you spend a lot of money on?
Food? Gas?

58) Where do you live?
A small house in México.

59) Where were you born?
Monterrey.

60) Last wedding attended?
Can't remember.

63) Most hated food(s)?
Some awful veggies.

64) Have you ever kisse a stranger?
Yes. A few times, actually. :(

65) Can you sing?
Yes, but I'm awful at it.

66) Last person you instant messaged?
Laura, I think.

67) Last place you went on holiday?
Xilitla.

68) Favorite regular drink?
Nestea.

69) Tag 3 friends:
The one reading this.

70) Current Song?
Suedehead - Morrisey

Something remarkable happened yesterday: I attended to a show; two bands were playing: PISTONES and BENDERS. I went because I was told PISTONES wrote a song about cn, a web comic I make that has gained some notoriety.
It was an amazing show.
But that's not the special part. The point is, a friend of mine knew I was going so he meet me and gave me something he was carrying since the last San Diego ComiCon: A Dave McKean book. I cannot explain how much I look up to Dave McKean, He's like the god of illustration for me. It's the one person I really really really.... gargh! Can't explain. I'll just leave that way.
So, he brings me this book as a present, and open it in front of my eyes. And It's signed. It says:
For Caballo Negro.
*Here goes a little sketch*
Dave McKean.
I still can't find all the pieces of my head, since it exploded at that very moment.

I want you to know.

Do you really stop loving people, I wonder.
Do you really love, for starters?

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If people lived in my head they either:
a.- Spend the greatest time ever or
b.- Killed themselves.

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Me, I was never suicidal. But people call me lots of things this days.

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I felt sad today. I realized I have too much things, too much security, to much time and energy to enjoy. I felt sad because I realized is not half as good for some people.
I met old ladies who live day by day with 10 dollars.

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Everything is the big picture for someone.

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Cat power is a girl.

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I love being loved.

Sometimes it's hard to keep working. You do what you have to. If you don't, you're still a kid.
My self-published comics are done. The shirts are done, too. I just have to keep working.
I'm exhausted at this point. I whish I had the endurance women naturally have.
I wish for the end of the world. And pilgrimage. And traps. And sleep.

I used to think I would die when I were 29. In a couple of months I'll be 27, and I wonder if it's my last year alive.
A couple of years now, I think I'm gonna die in a car crash, or because a heart attack.
When I drive, I sometimes daydream: if I do die in the car crash, which song would be the last I'll heard?
I hope is this one:

This book I'm reading got me thinking several nights about why would I do if vampires roamed the earth and no other human beings are near me. I can go out during the day and do whatever I want, even kill them, but at night I must remain home listening to them scream outside for my blood.

No internet? Pffh! I'd probably kill myself.

No, I´m kidding. I probably loot the library, the video store, the sex shop and Wal-Mart, getting as much Perrier as I can get (I'm hooked with those little green bottles), make my home a palace, praying to GOD I can keep my health. I really hate pain.